Back in Btown, somehow not jetlagged on this beautiful Friday morning, but not prepared to do much of anything either. Definitely can't even mentally approach the concept of starting work and school next week. On the other hand, seeing the family, chilling to Hadag Nachash with kid sis Emily, and getting amazing vibes from the best boyfriend in the entire universe all helped the situation...
Kind of weird, laying in bed last night looking at the same old ceiling, the whole month almost seemed like a dream, already so far away. I have to work to keep it real, to keep the beauty and consciousness going. I'll speak about it to anyone who will listen, and even those who won't. G-d willing, I've been blown too far open to just close up again. And it'll help to keep in touch with Habiba, Chaim, Ari, Azriel, Mahmoud, Devorah, and of course Eliyahu.
Now it really begins--Sulha was the easy part, it's making it manifest that's going to be the challenge. How to do this?
~throwing myself into www.stopabusingtorah.org --stay tuned for info, this is gonna be huge
~speaking about my experiences
~keeping in touch with the heroes and tzaddikim I had the merit of learning from
~praying, and working on my prayer
~learning more about various social justice and peace efforts in Israel and staying constantly involved
~walking down Park Heights Ave in my Sulha t-shirt
~having Eliyahu come speak in Balto soon--I know you're reading this, man
Any more suggestions?
By the way, the pics will be up by Sunday, so be sure to check in then.
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Friday, August 27, 2004 at 7:07 AM
into the new
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